Snow has greeted me here in Idaho. Oh how I have missed snow! The last two days have been relaxing, yet busy. It has been filled with family, friends, and Christmas gift making. I have found a lot of joy in being home, and I know I will continue to, but I've also experienced moments of discomfort.
Sunday morning I awoke for church. It was my regular morning routine until I went outside and saw my car covered in snow, thus I was late. As I found my spot in church and the longer I sat in my chair the more I realized, I don't fit in this place anymore.
The choir is beautiful, but I miss singing along to a gospel track.
A thousand people are in this sanctuary, and I feel lonely. I wonder how Miss. Barbara is. Did she make it to New Life Covenant?
Extravagant Christmas decorations surround me.... I visualize the one Christmas tree and poinsettia in Atlanta.
Our Pastor gives thanks for the wonderful police officers, fire fighters, and EMT's in our city. I'm thankful we can do that in the city of Nampa, but as I hear this I think of the relationships the people in English Avenue have with the police officers. There is a lot of hurt and discrimination within those relationships.
Two churches. Two different geographical places. Two different denominations. Both are filled with people who love the LORD. Both churches help their community in the ways they know how. I feel at home in one place, a stranger in another.
4 months. I'm a different person than I was 4 months ago. I fully realized this in church -- in the discomfort I felt. In the yearning for simplicity and diversity.